Category Archives: Motherhood

AND THEN YOU TURNED 3

Two came and went so quickly. And now you’re three.

You’re the boy who made me a mama and are the light of my entire life. Nothing I write here will ever do the love I have for you an ounce of justice.

This birthday feels like a big one. You’re on the edge between toddler and big kid and I’m not sure how I feel about it.

You have such a great sense of humor and find joy in the smallest things, like bubbles and powdered sugar donuts. I hope it sticks with you throughout your life and gets you through the inevitable hard days you’ll face.

You’re so tough and lately when you fall down, you’re quick to “shake it off” and it’s been a long time since you asked for me to “kiss it better”. While it does make me sad, I hope you always bounce back this quickly and never stop getting up to try again.

You still sleep in our bed and I snuggle you to sleep each and every night. It definitely wasn’t the planned sleeping arrangement, but I’m so glad your dad and I have had 3 solid years of snuggles. I hope you always find comfort in our arms and know you can always come to us.

You love your brother so much and it is my greatest joy to see you two together. You’re unbelievably gentle with him and always the first one to check on him when he cries. No one can make him laugh like you do either. His eyes light up when he looks at you and you can almost see the love radiating between the two of you. I hope you guys always stick together even when you hate each others guts. It’s important.

I want to bottle up your laugh, the way you throw your head back and let the sound erupt from your throat, and pull it out when I’m old and gray. I want to keep the sweet smell of your strawberry cheeks and the way your head feels on my chest. I don’t want you to grow another ounce. Not even a smidge.

But I know that even if I try to hold on, you’ll just keep on growing and I don’t want to miss a second of it.

So I guess I have to let you.

Here’s to my big three year old. We love you so much, Coop.

TWO MONTH PICTURES

Squad.

This was a hard month. Cameron started crying a a few weeks ago and hasn’t stopped since. He’s only content when he’s held and is constantly gassy and spitting up. We’re trying to figure out a solution to help ease his discomfort, but nothing has worked yet. We’re operating on very little sleep and just trying to take it minute by minute.

On the brighter side, Cooper is still obsessed with his brother and gives him kisses all day. He is always asking when the baby will be big enough to play with him and I always tell him too soon.

1 MONTH PICTURES

Learning the power of the double nap
My little glow worm
Snug as a bug
The longest legs A quick family photo before baby’s first bath
It was uneventful
 Full.   My boys.  Brotherly lovin’
 That time we tried breastfeeding. We made it 8 whole weeks.   Our first day home alone. I’d like to say I wasn’t nervous, but I’d be lying. 

TWINKLE TWINKLE // A QUICK BABY SHOWER DINNER

A few (3) weeks ago most of Corey’s side of the family was already going to be in town for another party, so we thought it was the perfect time to host a small baby shower dinner at our place since that doesn’t happen often. We don’t actually need anything for this baby since we still have all of Cooper’s stuff, besides diapers (obviously), but it was so nice to have everyone in one place to celebrate our new addition.

I whipped up a little graphic to set the tone for the party, made a few decorations and just kept things really simple. Even though I usually love throwing parties and going ‘all out’, being 30 weeks pregnant made me realize I needed to take a step back and just let it all go. And I must say, it was really nice!

We ordered catering from Pollo Tropical, bought all the desserts the day before and it turned out great. OK, so we did run out of paper plates towards the end and it was literally about 100 degrees outside, but it was just the kind of small party I wanted.

And now for a few pictures…showerDSC00149DSC00153DSC00151I love that Cooper’s little train snuck its way into the picture. There is always a car or a monster truck nearby these days. DSC00161DSC00165We tried to get a picture of all three four of us, but Cooper was more intent on digging his cars and dinos out of the sandbox. Typical. DSC00166DSC00173A big thank you to everyone who came and celebrated with us!